February 2012
»»silent treatments.
I’ll probably just go to cuny hunter if everyone goes away, but live in the city rather than commute. L.A I heard is smaller than NYC, but it’d be so nice to go on the Santa Monica beach on my days off.
What’s the point of staying home for 6 years of school and working at a deli and being sheltered during my prime years if everyone is going away? If im going to be in debt or alone I’m going to make it worth my while. Whether its going to the city or Santa Monica I’m not 100% sure yet. It’d be nice to spend part of my life else where or have an adventure away from home and...
buttduchess:
i ain’t sayin’ she a gold-digger, but she did move west to california in 1849
“for the love of FUCK please come over.” hahaha i love my friends.
well that was the cherry on top of today. i feel so pissed and helpless right now. you just told me yesterday you were divorcing him still and the papers were going through so why is he in this house with suite cases? you’re weak for going back to him after this crap has been going on for 10 years and he’s weak for taking shelter from a woman he supposedly can’t stand and is...
you’ve got to be fucking kidding me right now. yep, let him move back in. i wish i had the money to move out. so much drama happens in this house and there’s nothing i do to cause it and there’s nothing i can do to prevent it. so sick of this. fuck, honestly.
must.drag.body.to.starbucks.for.coffee with er bear and lerry. i will not be alive by tomorrow, ugh